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Purity by pixiechick1212, literature

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Purity

These scabs I yearn to scratch, horrible ideas my mind does hatch. My addiction to this pain makes me the perfect host, letting my fears, of me, get the most. I feel like an elephant, that can't forget. I can't help but bring up these terrible thoughts, they only fill my heart with regret, and tie my stomach in knots. These feelings burn into my mind, leaving the anger and anguish behind. I hope after this, I will feel neither more, and it will give my trust and heart room to restore.

Away From You by pixiechick1212, literature

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Away From You

Have you ever felt you didn't see who you wanted to see, everyone asking whats wrong, when you know what it be? You don't lack company, you lack the one you love. You want to give a hint, a gentle shove. I know you need this chance, so I won't interfere. I just miss the romance, but I'll stand back and watch, the hoax clear. You have my support, no matter what but without you, I feel stuck in a rut.

For Him by pixiechick1212, literature

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For Him

I love you dearly, with all my might, your love is truly my hearts delight. I always love to see your face, to kiss you on your cheek, when I'm with you, I'm always happy and never, ever weak. Its you whom I want to make children with, you whom I want to be married to. I know now because of you love is not a myth and loving you was what I was born to do. I know once we're old and decrepit, we can watch our children above from the heavens. You know I'm always here for you, loving you is what I forever want to do. John, baby, I love you.

So Fake. by pixiechick1212, literature

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So Fake.

Only now do I realize, who you are inside. I see you for who you are, the doll in my drawer. I see how your fake, your trust from me you did take. Its nothing I can ever get back nor make. I see now how you lied, how those lies always made me hide. Its nothing I can change now, all I can do is look ahead for another day, look foreword for my new ways. All the blood you shed cannot be taken back, as if all has fallen through a sidewalk crack, evaporated into the soil, the soil upon which my hate has grown into contempt, contempt for you, contempt for me, contempt for anything you made me believe. I'll always have this bruise on

Sometimes by pixiechick1212, literature

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Sometimes

Sometimes I feel alone, other times not. Sometimes its hard for me to believe I'm with someone so hot. Sometimes I feel lost. Sometimes I feel ultra girly and extra flirty. Sometimes I feel I feel bored and ignored. But never when I'm with you. Sometimes I feel shut out from the world. I feel that way when I'm with you. I tune everyone and everything else out. Its like your the only one or thing that matters to me anymore. 'Course, there's lots out there that matter to me, aside from you. Your the major thing in my life I don't want to get rid of or lose by accident. I care so much about you and I love you so much I can talk abo

When I'm With You by pixiechick1212, literature

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When I'm With You

Hours go by like seconds when i'm with you. My heart skips a beat when I'm with you. Theres nothing else I'd rather do, I can't ever wait to spend my time with you. Before, I was miserable, hopeless and lost in the dark. Alas, I've found my light to warm my shrill, dark heart. Although he seemed to have left a tattered mark, You and I are a new journey of which I shall embark. In fact, we go along great, but we both have our mistakes. I can't help but think, "your so amazing, how could I have gone on without you?" But I know, I haven't been living, I've been waiting, waiting for someone I could truely love. I've realized after ev

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Sometimes

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: In A House
Favourite genre of music: Alternative/anything
Favourite style of art: Digital Photomanipulation, Anime, Photography, Drawing
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Anything functional
Wallpaper of choice: Anything Purple

Favourite Movies

Grandma's Boy

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Seether, Evanescence

Favourite Writers

Holly Black, Libba Bray...

Favourite Games

Yoshi's Island, Skateboard Games, Assasination games (Cause I'm better at them than Jer :P

Favourite Gaming Platform

Play Station, GameBoy

Tools of the Trade

BiC pens, Pencils, Mead notebooks, Gimp, Photoshop, Crayola Products

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Ever-Changing - love, lust, crafts, sewing, the future, drama, humor, comedy, romance, horror...

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pixiechick1212

Jul 16, 2008

Right on?

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Man have times changed. I'm starting to get the feeling I'm making decisions too fast and I'm not thinking them though. Part of me doesn't even care, but some of me wants to be like "woah.. lets think about this". Whatever, I'm gonna shut up my reasoning brain. I hope to look back and this and say "yeah it wasn't well thought out, but it was damn fun". Ahh the joys of being young. I havta go to work soon, makin beds at an Inn. Yay bed-making... actually I'm mostly doin gardening stuff right now.. and hating every minute. The only bad side I see to gardening momentarily is sunburn. I got a bad one on my theighs last week (I was sitting cross

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pixiechick1212

Oct 1, 2007

Stodgy Sunday

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     I miss my John!!! I'm really bored and tired! I needs me something to do besides homework.     I'm working on writing a story that I'm hoping to get published. Maybe I can do it. But hell, I wrote one of my favorite authors for advice with publishing and I'm waiting for it.     I'm honestly just plain bored!! You know what I wish there were? As well as gay-pride rings and other products make bi pride stuff. Cause I'm bi and there isn't any. Ah well, I still support gay people anyway.     I can't wait till Friday, homecoming!!! I got myself a really nice kinda hot dress. I may post pictures of John and I in our nice clothes when t

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pixiechick1212

Jun 16, 2007

So the sky is falling....?

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John's at work and I'm bored as hell!!!So I figured I'd just go on my sites and maybe do some poetry.. actually, I didn't think of doing poetry until a few minutes ago. Its been forever since I've written something here. Doesn't matter much because no one reads it anyway. Hmmmmm then I know.. I think people who post on the message boards on peta and peta2 are complete retards who think their doing a good thing to support peta when they kill dozens of animals probably daily because their domestic. For all those peta members, don't give me your crap about giving animals rights. Seriously, I'm just saying what I think. A lot of people who sup